Monday, May 29, 2006

Tired lei...

Duno wat's up with me lei...i had been very lethargic...had been slping late...today like now is also late...just watched finish the korean show...wat a happy ending...

This story is about this movie star boy who like this movie star girl...but the movie star girl like another guy in the same industry but is not a star....(abit confusing i know...just read it a few more times...haha...) then this movie star boy was searching for a house... then this girl of his life appeared...that girl got cheated by her 2 best fren(who were one couple)...that couple sold her house when she was overseas holidaying (they gave her the free air ticket to China de)..then the house was bought by this movie star boy...then she used up all her money in china...borrowed money from him after some lies...came back to find out that all her money in the bank and house...all gone...then few days later realised that it was the movie star boy who bought over her hse...then ask him to return it to him...then because the guy have all the documents properly legaly done...he chased her out...then she slept outside whole night then fell sick..then he shocked then brought her in and took care of her...after she recovered..he offered her(refering her as a beggar) to be his maid(because he like cleanliness very much...cannot even a spect of dust in his house one).. he always scold her...and she always scold back...they always argue...but he always use his status as his employer to shut her mouth...then got once she secretly took his invitation to this movie stars party where all the publisher and those movie co boss will be there de...then she went(cos she is a web story writer..and she thinks that she will be able to buy back the house and repay that movie star boy all his money once someone accept her story...)then that INITIALLY evil (but later more sensible) movie star girl was rejected by that guy she liked(and becos that guy say the movie star boy like her so much..so she tot he was the reason for the rejection...so she very angry) then she went to confront the movie star boy loudly in front of many ppl if he really like her so much...then that movie star boy say "YES...i like u very much..!" then she pulled that "maid of his" and kissed her....there it all starts...they got married...but on contract marriage...he had employed her as her wife...they still continue to argue...but whenever any of them come home late...they will wait for each other...they always argue on the outside...but care alot for each other on the inside...then maybe u guys shld go and borrow this vcd le...so long and im jus only at the starting....its a very nice show...get it and watch it...forgot its name le... inside the movie star boy call "lee an zai" and the "maid" is call "han zi en"...

ok...something about today...today went work...then manager nvr come...super nothing to do...i slack one whole day...kindof not used to it..still prefer the days when she's around and ask mwe to do many many things...haha...im mad...lol...then after work went trg..today i leave work on the dot lei...even be4 the bus arrive...im waiting le...first time...then after trg...beesiang and joseph went see x-men with woodlands tkd ppl...then me and jing onn went hawker at westmall there to eat...then on way home...he ask me muz put this inside my blog "today jing onn's car's buttock got scratched AGAIN!!! so kind ppl...pls donate to mr phon jing onn so that he can cover up the scratches before his dad discover it AGAIN...." wahahaha!!!

isnt there anything that can brighten someone's day? i so sian nowadays....nt feeling good...duno y...haiz...go slp le...tml then think...hope i have sweet dreamz tonight..!!yeah!!

Still In Love11:39 PM

Sunday, May 28, 2006

Bloggy

Hmm...just realised that i haven been blogging for quite some time...

Suddenly cant think of wat had been happening over the past few weeks...>.<

There was NPTKD camp...hmmm...trainings...work...wat's more? haha...realised my life quite boring sia...even thou there seems to have so many activities going on but seems like i duno how to talk about them...

Recently had been very guai...always stay home...esp today...stayed home all day long...watch some korean love story vcd which my mum borrowed from her fren...haha...the show is addictive...til now then i stopped cos i jus remembered that tml is monday and i had promised my aunt to do a nice family photo with some of the photos she had took...haha...last min work...but still hope to make it a nice one...hmm...my mum hor...upon seeing us all staying home to watch the vcd which she had borrowed...she said that she's going to borrow more to make us stay at home...haha..my mum zhen shi yong xin liang ku ar...so nice to have such a great mum..

Father's day is around the corner...not too long ago heard that his taxi short of a head supporter...so tot of getting one as father's day gift...nvr expect it to be so expensive sia($12.90 to me is very expensive le =X)...ytd jus went to suntec with gladwin and joseph to get it de...hope he like it...this yr's dad's bday gave him a scent burner...with a lavender scent oil...til now he still haven use it before...kindof disappointed...but hope this head supporter he will use it everyday =)

Soon im going to Malacca again...for another growing up camp...this time round...my sis is going too...my pri sch best fren's mum is worry bout her daughter thus she cant go...joseph's reply is still pending...then no more ppl interested le...maybe ppl who knew about it would think that its a waste of money to go bah...im not really sure if this would be beneficial to everyone but i still hope to see more frenz go together....can play games and have fun and learn together muz be a very nice feeling...due to my mum's objection, i had not been able to go to other country with frenz thus i tot this would be a good chance for me to go out to other country with frenz...haha...so stupid...duno wat im talking le...

Oh yar...i had accepted NUS offer le...i have decided to give it a go at this new course...on the tot that i dun really have a strong interest for any course or module...i really wish to try my best for this course and get a degree...i want my parents to be happy and be proud of me...i know i shouldnt do anything just for the sake of others...but knowing that my parents are so supportive...i really dun wish to see any disappointment...so i would tell myself that im not just studying to see the happiness in my parents but also for my own future...

People often tell me that living in this world...we should do things for ourselves...then we will be happy...but i duno why...this does not apply to me...maybe im stupid...or silly...i keep having this tot that this is a very simple world...even if its very complicated...i hope that at least around me...the world would be simpler...often...when i really do something for myself...the sense of satisfaction or should i say the happy feeling which i get is not as great as the satisfaction/happiness i get when i make someone else happy...and whenever i hurt someone or did something which make ppl angry or disappointed...i would feel worst...am i strange or wat...haiz...

Had been thinking alot....really alot...recently had started the habit of reading as well...saw this book on the 12 secrets to happiness...find it very interesting and read it...the book accompanied me wherever i go...i love it alot....its a book which i borrowed from my office....this book had enlighten me but im not sure if im able to carry out wat the book teach to live happily in this stressful society of constant change...another reason for me to start reading is because i hope to improve my english...cos on the tot of having to take another module call "english" in uni make me feel that it would be a waste of time and money...lastly...i realised that having a book accompanying wherever u go is really a great feeling cos waiting for someone or travelling far is no longer a bored thing to do =)

ok lar...i should go and do my stuff then faster go slp le...if not tml will be panda le...haha...will update again soon...and will talk about the korean love story...haha..very nice... ^^

Still In Love11:37 PM

Saturday, May 13, 2006

Uni or not? Tough crossroad...

Recently had been living a relaxing life with all that holidays keep coming in(this means no money too =X)life had been so relaxing...everything so good...scare later no more energy to chiong sia...

Today first day of the hip hop dance lesson...not bad except the hands legs and body combi movement still kindof weird...duno why...maybe i not relax enuff...now...at night le still can remember the dance steps but i think tml sure all return to that teacher...MR. Andrew -_- stupid teacher with his stupid house rule of 20mins late can go home le..stupid...wat if i really stomachache?!?!?! then waste my money!!!how can?!?!?!unfair!!!grr....!! So after lesson went home...chiong rakion...and slack around...

At night all my relatives came to my house to celebrate mother's day...everyone jus gather around and talk...it is so interesting to listen to the conversation of adults...there is jus so much to learn...and sometimes can contribute ur grievance as well...my fav..haha..

ok...for a few days nvr blog...lets see wat i remembered...whole week alot of holidays (thou abit repeating) so got the chance to go out..haha..this week also got quite a few days OT meaning more $$..lolz...on monday, i brought my sis to tkd to play play...haha...as expected...her legs cannot take the training...but duno if its me who had always been missing that "xiong" part of the training or had they suddenly became so xiong...i also find it abit xiong..heex =X then after that went to eat...duno where's that but i know its jurong's area...then yesterday(fri,vesak day) went to striker's place to sample kelvin sir's cooking...spag...wow...the sauce is superb...keep asking him wat he add but he dun wan to say...end up found out that it's a sauce which he bought from the supermarket-_- and all the while he act as if he prepared the whole sauce with some secret recipe sia...but overall he did add something and it's really very very nice...!!yummy!! be4 going striker's house we went supermarket...bee siang and me was tempted by the durians right in front of shop & save so we just bought it while the rest were still shopping and ate it!! can u imagine?? 2 goondu eating durian outside shop & save like nobody's business...lol....so fun!!then reach striker's home...oh my gosh!! his cousins were soooooooooo cute!! esp that lil girl...she is so adorable and makes people wan to hug her so much...cos she is so small in size...really super cute...then after everything ended...they went ktv and i went home cos my mum not happy i stay out late often sia...recently she had been complaining bout me going back to tkd even thou i had graduated...i know she cares for my health but tkd is my commitment and passion which is wat i find it hard to communicate to her..so i had been going home early and hope this would please her more as well...

this year's mother's day gift is very special...haha...after giving her so many presents for her bday, mother's day, watever day...i had ran out of ideas...so i gave her the wax strip!! XD It's kindof weird to gif this but haha...who cares..lol...

lastly, after being rejected by SMU and NTU...i gave up hope on NUS and had intended to find a full time job...but jus when i tot everything is set and no uni wanna accept me...here comes NUS's letter of offer..i duno to be happy or sad over it...happy because i got a place in NUS...can persue a degree/honour(duno wat's the diff)...sad because they had offered me a duno wat chapalang course which is so alien to me...wat project and facilities management...i am really very troubled over this...if i go for it, it would be a risk im taking because i had not touch science for like 4 yrs? or so...but im afraid if i dun go for it...ill regret it in future if im not able to get into any course for a degree...these few days i had been thinking...is degree really that important?am i ready to take up this challenge of studying a course which i had nvr tot of studying before?im really in a dilemma...few days back...my colleagues ask me to think if i had any interest in the course and dun go for the course jus for the sake of degree...and worst of all...the facilities manager in my current company straight away say "u????not suitable lar..." when he heard of NUS offering me this course...going around without any positive encouragement is really hard to make a decision...today my relative came to my house...uncle francis who is like one of the most frequent traveller most knowledgeable and also the most successful career among our family & relatives told me to go for it because he say that bachelor of science is not so easy to get a chance one...and most important of all...it worth more than business degree in the market...im really in a confusion...but one thing im sure is that my parents really hope to see me go uni because all parents hope the best for their kids...i would go for it if im from a well-off family...but on the tot that im going for something which i had nvr tried be4 made me scare that i will waste my parents money...my current tot after hearing so much and with those encouragement from my mum and dad...i would really like to go for it...really...but i still wan to find out more before i really make this final decision that would utilize a big sum of money which will also cause my parents to have to work even harder...muz really think over it seriously...who can save me??is there really god? can god come and gif me some advice in my dreamz tonight??

Concluding all...i am so tired recently from all those thinkings and personal sorting out of tots...for my personal things...i had decided to gif it my best, try all i can to make things better and accept the final decision that life has for me...will gif up if i have to...regarding my uni offer...let time help me sort things out...chuan dao qiao tou zi ran zhi...

Still In Love11:36 PM

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