Saturday, July 22, 2006

Updates updates...

Ok...so long nvr blog...bee nag liao...muz blog...hahaz..paisei lar...quite busy...but fulfilling dayz...haha...work...dance...tkd...so many things >.< gonna be another long blog i guess..haha..

My last blog was on the 9th jul and today is 22nd jul...wow...many many days...lazy to count...lol..hmmm...lemme think...

10th jul
First meeting of rag...i wasnt able to go due to work...very paisei to disappear from work after taking one whole week of leave for the whole of previous week...this week whole week is work work work...cant remember much except even saturday also go back work...very song ar...get 1.5 times my current pay...meaning one hour earn more than 10bucks...lol...how i wish it's sat everyday...lol...dream on...haha...

17th jul
First time went for rag day...was fun...haha...know new frenz...then got allocated into the happy pigsy-ssss!! haha..they call it the couple dance...initially i did not practise with my partner...so i was partnered with another guy which i later found out that he was the best male camper...such a coincidence...then learn the dance steps...wah...very nice to dance...very elegant...very cool..haha...then wed and fri also go dance....then very happy that the improvement for everyone is very big...haha...then me all 3 days nvr join them for dinner...monday also not joining them for dinner cos going tkd...other than dance...my other days...tues and thurs is work...haha...life fully utilised...so satisfying...

21st jul
was QET day...the test...haiya....think no need lecturer mark i also can guess my result le...haha...sure confirm go take english de...its so difficult that some of the sentence i think that there's nothing wrong at all lor...not much comments...jus know english class waiting for me...haha...after test went dance...then after dance went on a walking journey...so long nvr walk so far le...so tired...but quality time spent....quite worth it...hee...

22nd jul
today...haha...morning went dance...then came home watch tv..no show...slack...eat...slp...til 4+ went to bath..then slp again til 5 then go out meet pri sch frenz...meijun and huijun...all the volleyball kakis...was reminded of some of the memorable times...quite of miss the old days...too bad meiru cant join us cos she's having a friendly match today...hope she did well...then now im home...tired...going slp le...haha...next week last week of work...meaning not a rest period for me for the whole holidays from grad til sch start...i pity myself sia...lol...oh yar...the nus tkd guy ask me to join them for some performance in pattern and asked me to go for pattern team selection...haiz...duno wat to do also...sianz...wanna join pattern but scare they will ask me go sparring as well...then join pattern liao..will cause one person in the current unconfirmed pattern team to be out...sianz...really duno wat to do...then dun join...then i wun feel as happy as well because i cant do pattern anymore...then is really no more tkd in life le...also sian....wat shld i do sia..haiz...aiya...is i think too much or wat...anyone can teach me wat to do???such a hard decision....

Hmm...not bad...haha...isnt as long as i tot it would be...lol...nitey!!

Raggers Rox!!

Still In Love11:30 PM

Sunday, July 09, 2006

After camp side effect...lol..

Haha...camp had ended for 2 days..and im still suffering from the after camp effectSSS..im still with a very hoarse throat...very tired...and very very tired...lol...

Yet everyday still go out..haha..how to recover??lol..even now when im blogging..im lying on my mum's facial bed..with my sis's laptop...feel like a worm...lazy worm...lol...alrite now lets talk abit on the camp...er...or maybe alot...lol...

The camp was great!!!it din disappoint me and had really let me forget all those troubles of the mind...and really let me unwind myself and enjoy it thoroughly...i think its one of the few greatest fun camp i had went..and i hope the head of the camp, cody knows it too...cos he is quite stressed up that some of the activities did not went smoothly...but overall its really great...

First day in camp..report..then go into our respective group...wah...my group...all from JC...im so xtra...lol...but it had been great fun hanging out with them...we played alot of games during the 3 days....play til i forget bits here and there le...ok...first day we played a whole lot of ice breaker games...some were quite new to me...and this time round..nt bad...i managed to remember their names...lol...usually i cannot remember more than 5 names at one go..lol...follow by putting of our luggages in the SR(seminar room).This is the first ever BRE-ARCHI (Building & Real Estate and Architecture) combined camp...the archits are very fun-loving too..haha...honestly i cant remember much about the first day le...only remember we went round the school to different place to play games then return to the Takeshi game station which was said to be the tradition game...haha..and thats the only game me and fei missed...cos we went back for tkd >.<>.
next morning...woke up for breakfast...it was the day we r going sentosa...played some competitive games...which i think is not very effective to build bonds among the campers...cos it actually brings out some cheating skills in ppl and caused some unhappiness in others...i will nvr forget that golden monkey cheater de lor...dislike him...stupid...he simply cheats in everything....and he is like an ah beng lidat... cant stand him...i personally feel that the games should have been like one group at one station and then take timing one...lidat ppl wun really see others cheat and hence lesser unhappiness even if they lose..hmm..duno lar...haha...next yr i suggest...if i remember...heez..then after the games is the tie-leg find way game...that game also not bad...shall not elaborate cos duno how to...haha...then lunch then amzing race around sentosa...we were given a clue and we have to go to the specific place to play some games and get the next clue...we managed to complete 3 stations...actually can complete 4 de...but aiya...the dragon trail too long..we din managed to find the game master at that station and times up..so we got to go back le...then a day at sentosa ended...so went back school..and wash up..slp...

last day...is pool game day...my group at first got 5 swimmers...2 guys 3 girls...then end up one girl cannot trap water then din play...one girl got cramp and din play too...kindof worry for her...scared me when she's struggling...i was too stunned to do anything...luckily the guy who plays water polo de jumped in to help her up...such a relief that she's alrite...then before the pool games...we had some free time and we went to buy a card for our OGLs...thx to the great idea contributed by cherie...haha...if nt we wouldnt have remembered to thank them..hee...then after the pool games...we had this talk by POWER98...quite fun..haha...we were on live broadcast becos one of the DJ had to make his roaming report...hee...then after the talk think its time for the talentime by us..we put up a skit...which i find it great...haha..its funny and entertaining...lol...lao wang mai gua zi mai zi kua..heez...then after the show time for home...gor was waiting already...so paisei...then the seniors cant find the key to the room...gosh...waited and waited.....then finally went home...

after camp went to search for black sesame paste with gor and joseph...hunger...plus tired....then i wasn't alert enuff to know that the time had past 12 and i forgot to wish dear happy birthday...gosh...im so lousy!!anyway hoped he had a great bday celebration on the actual day...oh yar...gor bought this very big pig....almost half of me...hee...for my bday...so happy...lol...the pig now take half my bed...lol...

the day after camp...celebrated dear's bday...and went national day preview on the 8th...of july...with parents and dear..so happy...

then today at home...din go grading...kindof resting..then later see after their grading whether i feel like going out anot...then decide whether to join them anot...

----------------BRE camp FLUX ROCKS!!!!-------------------

Special thankz to ppl who made the camp a success...

Groupmates:
Lilin,Jac See,Amenda,Xiuming,Yue Fern,Cherie,Clarence,Stamford,Gary
OGLs:
Reina,Audrey,Ethan,Matthew
Cody, the president of the camp
Game Masters and FOC committee members...they are great...!!
Fei fei: who accompanied me...thru bad and good during the camp...!fei's great!
Gor: for being the driver to send me back to NUS on monday and the driver to send me home after the camp...save me the hassle to squeeze bus/train after the camp with the luggages or might even have to take taxi thats very expensive..thx for his waiting too...
Joseph:thx for waiting in the car with gor...
Dear:who called to add sparkles to my night...

LOVE MY SCHOOL's PPL!!!!!BRE!!!PFM!!!ROX!!!!

Still In Love1:02 PM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Day be4 camp..

Today is sunday...im staying home doing some planning...almost all set...so happy...

Tml 9am report at NUS for the SDE camp...then 4 days 4 nights wun be home...would be quite a fresh experience to slp in halls in uni..haha...

Recently many things had happened and i had blogged alot of my feelings in this blog...some of which may be things i feel at that moment...some of which are tots that are permanently in me...anyway...things are more peaceful today...parents not home...3rd sis went camp...2nd sis is out duno go where...teaching lil bro some maths and chinese stuff(sometimes he really get on my nerves!!grrr...)

Yesterday mum helped me do facial...we had some sort of talk during the session...i kindof voiced out some of my tots and she told me some of hers...i only hope things would be better...she told me that sometimes she thinks that im more "jian qiang" than her...english duno how to say lei...like strong/nt weak....duno...anyway sometimes i think so too =/ so bhb....sometimes when i meet with incidents that really break my heart i will recover by myself de...suddenly tot of something again...those few bad days within the last one month...i seems to be so lonely....din really look up anyone to lend a shoulder to cry on...am i really on my own in this world...is there someone who will always be there for me??sometimes i wonder....is there really ONE..jus one predestined other half...that will be with everyone of us til old...til death...i really wish that there will be this one person that will always be there...caring for me...asking about me...have this person appeared in my life?i really wish to know but i really duno....

I find it quite amazed with people who gets married and trust that they will be together forever...i used to believe in forever...but now things simply change overnight....nothing is the same forever de lei....will i ever experience the same confident as other woman who gets married??that the guy i marry will only wanna be with me in this life of his??its all so amazing..haha...sometimes i think i really think too much...tots jus rushed in me...

Hmmm....my perfect guy....someone who contacts me everyday letting me know that he is doing well..and ask about me as well...someone who dotes on me....someone who can get along well with my family and friends...someone who goes out with me often...drop by my house often and bring me to his house often....i have alot of emphasis on family values...he muz be a family guy(this species is close to extinction in the modern singapore days yet this is important to me cos of my upbringing bah)...hope he can bring me to different places i have never been to...enriching my life with new experiences....do things i had never done before(e.g. watch stars on a wide grassland)...haha...im so imaginative...willing to have both dog and children...muz share household chores with me...make decisions when im too lazy to think...yet respect my decisions when i speak up...gosh...where to find this guy...lol...will i even come across one in my life...haha...if he does not belongs to me...i better not meet this type of guy...haha...i rather believe that this perfect guy never exist...lol...craps...

Ok...back to reality....jus let those fantasies continue to exist in my fairyland...haha...

Still In Love2:00 PM

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