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Saturday, February 10, 2007

*happy happy post!*

Haha...purposely come and blog second time today cos darling is sooooo sweet....i jus love it when he does things secretly and eventually i'll find out that kind...of cos muz be sweet things lar...if bad things i think i'll bash him up! (violent violent *haha*) ok now for the thing he did:

he went into my ivle account and set a reminder in my organiser on our 1yr anniversary (which is v-day itself) and left a mini message...he's sooooo sweet!!love him to bits!!haha...

he say he did that long ago...aint me blur?haha...muz be the side effect of hanging out too much with blurcow! hee...

and hor...remember that newspaper collection day...my pants tore!!!finally can upload the pic...here it goes...

haha...so pai sei that day...luckily got jia wei's big big shirt to cover it as i walk! thanks lao da...haha...and thanks joseph for bringing and extra pants (thou too big..haha...) to let me change into temporarily...

oh yar...and here's the donut factory's donut which darling queued 2 and a half hour with me...haha...

they are damn nice!!!!haha....

Still In Love11:30 PM

tml's v-day celebration! yay!!

Tml's the long-waited v-day celebration...haha...as this year's celebration is during a weekday so we are celebrating it in advance on a Sunday(tml)...then on actual day shall jus go for a simple dinner...hee...happy happy...wonder what good plan is darling coming up with tml...looking forward to see him early early...best is the moment i woke up!thou i know nt quite possible...haha...

yesterday went to a talk...on man & woman...titled "men are like waffles and women are like spaghetti"...it's a very interesting talk by a couple "bill and pam" they have been married since 1987 til now...raised 3 kids and have very successful relationships in the family..they talked about the differences between man and woman...the way they put it across is very interesting with some experience from their daily life...the talk was humorous and lively...if gt chance to go again with darling i sure go one!haha...it's organised by SDU for tertiary students and they encouraged us to get married early and so on...promoting long lasting relationships...i feel that such talks are really interesting to us(tertiary students) because we are in the stage that all these issues are very appealing...haha...after understanding more about relationships, many tots went thru my mind...but there's one thing i understood from yesterday: to a man, the relationship is good until we girls destroy it by overwhelming him with all the relationship issues...anyway they usually dun think alot about is there any problem with their relationship, however girls are constantly processing the status of their relationship...so the point here is: darling pls dun blame me for thinking too much cos it's jus in girls...and the point to all girls out there: do not blame ur bf for not thinking whether is there any problems with the relationship becos they are really dumb...lol...as in they wun keep thinking about their relationship because they process their life in boxes just like waffles and relationship is jus one of the boxes..and in order for them to move on in life...they cannot keep thinking about the thing in that box, otherwise...they cant do anything else...haha...it's really not that they dun care about the relationship...yea...

yesterday darling did a very sweet thing...maybe to some people it's already something taken for granted but to me, it's something that really brightens up the remaining of my day...darling called me right after my class to company for dinner before the talk...it's really sweet of him to do so...such a pleasant surprise...im loving him more and more! *shy shy* haha...

the day before yesterday went to chinatown with clx2 and jo after work...in hope to get some new year clothing end up all i bought home was food!!argh...haha...i wanna slim down more before new year!!!hurmp!!bought yam paste, chocolate with real fruit(strawberry), chocolate beancurd!!!omg!!haha...

went tuition today...i feel that my students are getting more and more "lan san" as in like do things very easily say duno duno...aiyo...haven even think hard lor....and i muz ask and ask then they'll show that they know...sometimes abit frustrating...bt still ok now...duno wat will happen in future sia...haha...god bless me...lol...

now listening to the audio cd that i bought from the talk yesterday...$10...alot of those visual image came back...haha...same talk...same examples...still very funny...haha...also bought the book titled "single men are like waffles and single women are like spaghetti" @ $12...so total spent $2(on the talk) + $10 + $12 on the talk thing...haha...bt if it brings in alot of benefits to our relationship skills i guess it's worth it...haha...

Still In Love8:46 PM

Friday, February 02, 2007

Sianz...

Mood now actually quite depressed...feel abit useless...and my leg is still aching...just now spent the whole evening shopping for v-day present...argh...irritating...so vex over this...walked the whole of bugis and then to bishan..still no idea of what to give...doesnt feel good about anything...super irritating...today saw yenni and fei doing their v-day present...one mth ago benedict already thinking of wat to gif...now only left 2 more weeks and still i duno wat to give..i hate myself man...how come everyone seems to know what they wan to give and i have no idea at all????im really having a bad headache...im quite stressed over this...feel so useless man...last time de me not lidat de...remember i used to have alot of ideas...still remember the v-day 2 years ago...the present idea jus came naturally....now i think sooooo hard and nothing comes to my mind...have so many worries on my mind...it's gonna be my first v-day gift for him after we got together...it's also gonna be our 1st year anniversary...it's such a important day...im so worried that the gift i choose is jus nt good enuff...nothing fits in the ocassion lei....what should i do....sianz.............!!!!!!

today haven eat dinner yet cos came home too late then dun feel like eating her cooking...then actually wanted to eat maggi mee one but think too late...haiz...then this morning skipped breakfast also cos woke up too late...that makes the chicken rice in the noon as my only meal of the day...im nt in any kind of slimming programme sia...how come i eat so little!!!grrr....!!!really no appetite recently...where's that tan chi wei juan....haiz...

today was very blur...tot the talk on "single man are like waffles and single woman are like spaghetti" is today...so inform my mum that i cant company her to buy the new year deco le...then i call and msg and ask those going on where they meeting and so on...end up fei helped me realised that it's next friday...arh!!then called mum again to tell her to wait for me to buy the new yr deco with her...then last min feel like getting a v-day gift...then end up call AGAIN to ask her nt to wait...i'm so ma fan!!!

im so very very tired now...feel like sleeping...tml gt to go teach tuition and after that go do newspaper collection for one of the fund raising event...think i shld go slp le...and hope last night's nightmare wun happen in real life and also hope that i dun get that dream again!sleep!

Still In Love10:20 PM