Lil StarKey

Sunday, April 08, 2007

Gonna get so busy...

Exams are nearing...gonna get so busy soon...this term's modules ar...the teachers very strict sia...no hints de =( lol...thou wat they are doing is right but no hints is really sad...maybe cos we too use to hints le...haha...today very fulfilling...2 reports in day...so shoik! all cleared...but things might not be as smooth yet...tml is 2105 presentation...maybe after tml still got alot of things to alter...anyway dun care le...tml if die then change more lor...haha...

Recently got this tot of keeping a diary sia...as in physical one...one which really can write everything i feel...but how can i make sure that everything inside will only be known to me lei??ltr my sis open how?ltr mum open how?and worst~!!!!...if my MAID open how?!!? -_- sian ji bua...wah...really dislike her more and more...sianz~!!!today i ask her vacuum a place which she missed out....she even say i was blocking her way so she nvr vacuum!!! then somemore when i moved away and asked her to vacuum...she even STARE (those that can pick up a fight in the gangster world de) at ME!!! wat the....she owner or me owner sia!!! she always got all sorts of reason to cover her backside one!hurmp!!hate her to the max!!! and gosh!!!i still got 1 yr and around 7mths plus with her!!!!!argh!!!!!!i hate ppl like her type....always so fake!!!even her smile is soooo fake!plus worst is she is those that do wrong thing dun confess de!! that time she went to flip my parents income tax...duno for wat reason but i spotted her and yet she can say she din flip and din see anything...then stupidly after seeing me dun believe her + i told her ill tell my mum (i know i quite stupid also...shldnt let her know i telling mum) then she confessed that she went to flip those documents but she dun understand a word of it...wat is there to understand when it's all numbers???how fake!!and who will believe that she dun understand when her previous job in indonesia was insurance agent!!! how can she duno?!?! faker....hate ppl like her....

i am sooo pissed with her....usually only backstabbers (who are also fakers) and ppl who say things without going thru their conscience (anyhow malign ppl one) will make me hate them....in fact i despise them!!!hurmp!!!

Still In Love9:13 PM

Sunday, April 01, 2007

some thoughts...

haha...at my bf's house again...lol...he helping me convert my videos (hopefully sucessful) from quick time to wmv format...if cannot then die le...stupid window movie maker...why cannot read quick time...microsoft powerpoint also!hurmp! y muz they lidat fight with each other...dun they know that it's consumer who lose out the most???!!!! sian lor...fei and my video cam both have quicktime output then now cannot edit with movie maker...and worst...cannot input into powerpoint!! aargh!!!stupid!!!!

anyway that's nt the main thing i wanna blog about....actually a few days ago...i have this tot of ending this blog...had this training session and was reminded of one thing....anyone u duno can actually come to your blog...read about it save it and in future may use it against u...suddenly makes me feel so insecure to vent frustrations or anything in blog...i also heard that even if you've made ur blog private...people will still be able to go into your blog...so scary...im not sure how long i'll still be maintaining this blog but since im still blogging here, i shall try my best to avoid some sensitive topics and naming names...this issue have been brought up because one of my fellow colleague blogged about his/her work on his/her blog...then used some very obscene language...then management saw it and was not very happy about it...maybe that person really went too far but i still think we can blog about our work bah...just mind your language and not identify the specific company and specific incident with all the specific names...haha...imagine you r those daily blogger and your whole day is at work today and you cannot blog anything about it...thats sad man...lol...

ok...another case...i dun understand y some ppl can grow so old le and still be a very petty soul. wat i mean by old is like 40+? and it's like half their life gone le yet they can still sulk for days over ppl not helping them. the thing is when he ask me for help, im really busy. y is he so unreasonable????stupid lor....cant he see how many things i've done for him???i dun understand lor...i tot ppl grow old liao, after seeing more things, should be more open-minded...sianz...then he can dun talk to me for days!!!!!!!!even when i thicken my skin and go talk to him, he can just ignore me!!!wah lao....really angry....how can someone so old be so unreasonable!!!!y he can keep ignoring me when i talk to him?????wah lao.....sian!!!!somemore live under same roof...the feeling is sooooo awkward!!!!!hate it man....ytd talked to my sis about it...she told me he's like that de....she got a tv incident with him also....then he ignore her for weeks!!!! and i find this so childish!!!!! got once when me and mum was preparing bday cake for my brother....he wanted my youngest sis to help too but she playing her last round in game so can't stop...then he go and close her light....omg....give me the impression that "if i have to do it...u have to do it too" like those childish kid who mind to do a bit more job in anything lor....everytime say we only know how to play game and duno how to contribute to the home....wat the...my youngest sister have been working every weekend to help earn some income...2nd sis doing 2 jobs....thou now her holiday but still she is trying her best to help lor...and everyday slog so hard jus to heard him say that we are doing nothing to help!!wat the....and me lei....i take up 2 tuition...work in sch and work in my aunt's company...all i get is also din contribute to the home....i duno y im doing all these for....he think studying is really as simple as ABC???y muz i do his stuff that will easily take up an hour of my time when my project is dueing???then after i submitted that project, got a lil bit of time to play game...then he have to think that stupid way of me no time to help him but got time to play game....stupid lei....ppl explain....he dun wan to heard....so stubborn and so childish man!!!!gosh.....haiz......case end here....dun wanna talk about it anymore....

yesterday night went to some block party with my mum, sis and bro...actually im jus attracted to go becos of food....haha....then at night when we return home...i asked my mum to go buy champedak!!!omg...so long nvr eat le...then jus nice the pasar malam got sell...haha....then my sis saw durian so end up bought both...the durian super ex...one box $15!!in the end after some bargaining...it became $18 for 2 box...suddenly felt like im in thailand sia....if din bargain then we are being slaughter!lol...then nt very nice somemore...my champedak worse!!!!$5 for one champedak....i spent so much effort in opening it then end up inside only SIX SEEDS!!!!!OMG!!!!!so expensive lor!!!!!i remember the last time i really very heng to bought one champedak at $4.50 and inside got 22 seeds of fruit...so rare....now i know...oh yar...i muz go and read up on how to choose champedak so that next time can buy one that's more worth it...haha....my mum very hiong sia....last night after she saw that SIX seeds she immediately say wanna go back and scold the person whom she trusted to help us choose...that seller also suay lar...haha....then i went back with her and then we got back a dollar and another box of durian!!!lol....mum best!haha...

ok lar...going out for food le..hungry man....now 11 le and still haven eat breakfast.... =X

Still In Love9:54 AM